Dread my work

Dunno why.. since yesterday.. I'm already in weekend mood. Really getting sianz of the work. Boss always leaves his work half way done and the I've to clear the mess he left behind. Sometimes, I've to trace back where he has left his things done and continue from there. I also dunno why am I employed in the first place, to do the company's accounts or to be an administrator to make sure things fall in place as they should. I think I'm doing admin work much more than I'm keying in my accounts. Dreads this type of job scope..

Later got to give tuition for the China kid again. It's my 3rd visit. If he continues to misbehave and doesn't change his attitude problem, he's sure to get it from me. Might as well return back to China. Haiz... handling a kid who is much bigger in size than me isn't an easy task..

Nice Meal

Today is Friday. Weekend is coming! But I'm already dead tired. Today met up with a fren and went for a meal and then shopping. It was raining at 12pm. I wanted to meet up with Lay Ling for lunch and then go to Lee Hwa to buy my Ginvera Marvel Gel. However, it rained at 12pm!! I've no choice but to postpone my meet up with her until next week. Then I went with Sam for lunch as uncle Kang Huat and Shermaine had to go for a meeting with a Business Development Manager. When we went down for lunch at around 12.20pm, the rain actually stopped!! Heaven's playing with me??

In the noon, I received an email from Simon, on the NKF wmv file. I thought maybe i just forward to one of my friends. But his email happen to be full. So I sms him, telling him to clear his email. He said there's too many emails to delete and he did not know which one to delete. Therefore I told him probably he might want to create more email accounts for me to bombard. Who knows he replied tell me to print out the document and then send to him by slow mail. I don't know to laugh or cry at his reply. It was wmv file, how am I suppose to print out? This chap really deserves to be scolded at times =p always trying to make my blood boils and makes me vomit blood. Then he'd say he is trying to help make my blood circulates *Pengz* He and his nonsense, as usual. LOL.

I then meet up with Jane in the evening. We went to Nooch Noodle Bar for dinner. The food there was quite nice. I like the ice chendol. However, I guess I must have over-eaten that I feel very full and most probably due to the coconut milk in the chendol, I feel so bloated and now feel like throwing up. Feels really yucky!!

Rainy Day

Woah.. wondering if the rainy season is here. It's so cold in the office even though it is already 25 degrees. I remember in the past, in Swiss's bandroom, the air con was as low as 16 degrees and it was nothing to me at all. Haiz.. wonder what has gone wrong. It is just so much colder when the air con is already adjusted to 25 degrees.

My right eyebag still twitching today. Can even see it twitch when I look at myself in the mirror. I then realised that my eyebag is getting bigger and bigger. Must be due to lack of sleep. When I was younger, always liked Leon Lai's eyes. I find his eyebags very nice enhances his eyes when he smiles.. haha.. people must think i'm crazy to like eyebags ..

Attitude Problem!!

What a hectic day for me today!! I went to work early today just to be able to go home earlier to prepare for my tuition later in the evening.

I was late for tuition during the first session and the China mum called me to check if I manage to find my way there. But on the 2nd session, she called me again when it was only 7.27pm. Not even 7.30pm yet. I thought she was kind of over-reacting. But when I went to her house, I realise the clock on the wall showed 7.40pm. I suppose the clock is 10 min faster as it is not possible that it would take me 10 min to get up to her house.

Then came the teaching part. The China kid is arrogant. He keeps thinking he is very fantastic in his work. His weakness is that he doesn't know English. Therefore, no matter how good he is in Mathematics, he is unable to solve those problem sums as he doesn't understand what the question is asking!! When I explained to him, he then realised it was so simple and then blamed that the question is tricking him. I even have to translate certain terms such as LCM and HCF in Mandarin, which I've no idea what they are in Chinese. He then would give me a look which seems to say "Are you sure you are up to it?"

At around 9pm, he started to complain that he is tired as he played basketball in the afternoon. I told him since he knew he was having tuition in the evening, he should not be playing basketball. He started giving all the excuses that he was being forced into having the game.

At 9.30pm, he went off straight to bed!! Leaving me at the dining table. His mum managed to get him out of bed again but he was already in very bad mood. I was only trying to go through the answers for him but he did not even bother to listen. Then his mum started to nag at him, telling him must pay attention and learn. He raised his voice at his mum instead, saying that she is over-concern for him. I really could not stand the sight of it and reprimand him for being rude to his mum. He then claimed that his mum followed him in school, making him embarrassed. It's natural that parents behave this way. Parents are worried for their children. But this boy doesn't understand. And thinks that Singapore's teaching system is weird and no good, unlike in China. I told him "You are in Singapore now, not China."

Probably he has yet to get used to staying here in Singapore. This is in fact the first week that he and his mum came over. But I just cannot tolerate his learning behaviour. If he were my brother, I probably would have slam the table over. I'm just so pissed off with his stupid behaviour. I already sensed something not right when I stepped into his house. He shaked his head when he saw me. This boy, aged 14, is already at a height of 1.72m, as compared to me, only at a height of 1.55m. Even his mum is bigger built than me. Haiz.. It isn't my fault to be so short, right?

Anyway, he better improve on his behaviour. Else, I don't think I'd be tutoring for him for long. Makes my blood boil only during every lesson. Really feel like telling him to go back to China. Having such a strong character, I also don't know how I am going to handle him for the rest of the lessons. I shall take a step at a time.

Dated 13/07/05

A Better Day

Today definitely is a better day than yesterday. The weather is so cooling, and I feel like sleeping in the office. My right eye bag has been twitching for the past few days. Is that a bad omen? Hmmm... not too sure myself.

The work problems that arose yesterday are settled today easily as most things will maintain as the way they were.

Today Sam sent me to Buona Vista MRT as usual on his way to night class. The MRT was very crowded. When I board the train at Jurong East, there was this very very fat girl who kept squeezing into the train. Most probably she's not aware that she's fat. Then i was surrounded by all ppl who squeezed into the train. I wasn't comfortable with it but i thought it would at least cushion me from losing my balance in case the train jerked.

I couldn't remember where the train was heading to, but i can remember that some people were either pushing their way into the train or trying to force their way out of the train. Then the next thing i knew was i lost my balance and fell a few steps to my right, which seems a little comical cos for my size (neither big built nor small built), they could actually push me off my feet!! Haha.. I find it a bit funny. If Sam knows abt it, sure think i'm a san ba. LOL..

A Tiring Day...

Today is really a tiring day. The office is so cold although it is already 24 degrees. Boss told me to issue invoice to the agent and quickly rush off to the bank. I thought the agent is coming to collect the cards soon. Who knows, when boss came back, the agent still hadn't come to collect the cards. Also dunno why boss is so panicky. Haiz.. think he is forever like this..

When boss came back, he told me abt the restructuring of the shareholdings. Informed me abt those issues that have to be legalised and prepared... so much work to do!! Really sianz continuing working there.. dunno why.. not that i don't want to do my best.. just that really sick and tired with the attitude. People don't take pride and responsibility with what they are assigned to do. Things are often done sub-standardly.

So many problems arising and I'm all alone to fight the battle.. whenever i've worries and grievances.. have to bear all by myself.. it's really tough to keep everything inside.. dunno why, tonight just feel like crying.. haiz.. probably i still haven got over the monday blues bah.. hope i'll feel better tmr..

Monday Blues

Hmmm... later have to face those pieces of work in the office again. Dreads going to work. Also not too sure what I've to do. Just dun have that much of mood working. Really find myself lagging. Got to find the zest for work soon!!