男人与女人

男人一生也就那一次是最真的，男人的爱一生只有一次，每一个男人都是这样，他可以对每个女人说“我爱你”，但他 一辈子只会爱上一个女人，只有一个。

女人需要的是一个关怀她，爱她，可以让她依靠，保护她一辈子的人，当她遇到一个男人时，爱的死去活来，山盟海誓。然后因为种种原因的分开，她不会再记得他，或者说不会记得那么深刻。因为当她遇到一个更好的男人时，她会拿两个人来比较，她会觉得遇到更好的是她的幸运。

但男人不是这样，当他爱上一个女人，真真正正的爱，他不会再爱上任何一个人。当这段感情失败后，他会把这段记忆放在心里，把这个女人放在心底。原来一个男人可以把很多女人放在心里，但一辈子只有一个女人可以在他心底。无论他以后会再相处再多的女人，他都会清楚的知道，自己最爱的是谁。

无论以后他遇到的女人多么优秀，他也不会改变。因为他心底的女人是他的支柱，他不会用她和任何一个人相比，他认为这种比较是愚蠢的，他一辈子只会爱她一个。放在心底的女人，永远的伤痕。男人都是爱面子的，也许他平时会活的很潇洒，但在一个人孤独的时候，他会放下所有的尊严，放声痛哭，思念唯一的她。
男人一生只爱一次，那么其他女人又怎样? 她怎能找到她可以真正爱的人？因为一生只能爱一次，那其他的只是喜欢？如果也是爱, 怎能说一生只爱一次呢？对其他女人的口口声声说“我爱你”，那女人要怎样才能找到一生一世只爱他呢？

女人天生做什么都是付出的，之所以这样女人是需要疼爱，也因为这样女人可以对任何她们觉得值得去爱 的人付出感情，她们也很自私，只要男人心里心底多只有一个她。那男人为什么如果心底有着一生只爱一次的人， 还要对那些只是口口声声说“我爱你”的女人要她们对你付出感情呢？就这样女人已经对男人失去信心了，她们再也不会只对一个人付出感情了。之所以这样女人去找一个能真正爱她，心里心底只有她的男人。

Joke of the Day

Brother has a friend by the surname of Foo. Each time he is being bullied by his friends, he'd tell himself “我是幸福 [姓“符”] 的!”

LOL... =D

Why can't even be friends now?

Ya.. I found out that YW had deleted and blocked me from MSN. So heartless of him. I guess he's just one of the guys with strong ego >.<

I was chatting with Huiping on Friday and told her about this. She said most guys cannot take it. They can't be friends with gals whom they like but fell out with.

Well, if relationship doesn't work, can still remain as friends right? What for must make it till this situation? It reflects how petty he is. Still can delete and block me.. I've never so far quarrelled so badly with anyone before. He's just an ungentleman!

Make me so pissed and dulanz with him! Hope he everyday kena birdshit on his head!!

You're out! Out! OUT!!

The Ultimate Facial Spa

Just came back from the facial at The Ultimate Pte Ltd at Singapore Civil Service Club. It's the first time I'm going to that Club. Hmmm... not much facilities there though.

The facial was ok lor... the facial products was very rich and used in abundance on my face. The environment was hot there. To make things worse, the therapist went to switch on the heater as she thought I might feel cold =.="

Nevertheless, I'd say the massages were quite good. I also thought of bringing my mom there for the facial and massages. I think she'll like it =)

After the session ended, as usual, the sales and marketing personnel will psycho us to sign up their packages. Actually I don't quite like to be committed to any packages. Huiping got persuaded very easily lor. She was so tempted to sign up the package. The package costs $1,888 before GST!!! The package includes 10+10 facial sessions with 5 free eye repairs and 5 hand paraffins.

I told Huiping True Spa offers a much cheaper package at only $40+ per session. However, Huiping said the service there wasn't very good. She prefers the one at The Ultimate but I think the package is rather costly. Hence, I told the lady that it's over our budget and the number of sessions are just too many for me. She counter offer an 8+8 sessions. She seems rather inexperience and not very skilful in her sales talk.

However, Huiping likes the facial service very much. I tried to bargain for more. We managed to get 6 free eye repairs and 6 mini cyclo. Today's facial session worth $180 are also given to us free! =D There's also free usage for steam bath and jacuzzi. I think it's almost the same everywhere lor.

Ok lah... since it's a good bargain and Huiping likes it, we take up the package. There's a 0% interest free instalments, hence we pay in 12 instalments i.e. $67.33 per month. Now I've a 12 month liability of $808 lor... =p

Weekends

Kind of a boring weekend for me. I think I've been eating too much heaty food these days. My throat starts to feel a little dry and painful.

Yesterday morning, I was taking something from my bag underneath my bed. Just as I moved my hand up, the splinter from the bed pricked into my finger! Piangz... I only managed to get part of it out from the 2nd joint of my finger. This morning, I then used the needle to prick the skin torn and pushed out the remaining splinter out from the flesh.

Later in the afternoon, I'll be meeting Huiping for a facial at Ultimate Spa at Singapore Civil Service Club. The appointment is at 4pm but we're meeting at 3.30pm. It's a promotion by Standard Chartered credit card. The facial costs only $38. I'll give it a try and see how it goes! :)

Sex & Love 性爱

两性专家常说：“男人是性冲动的动物，女人是感情的动物。”

女人是把性与爱捆绑在一起，有爱才有性，甚至是她爱你越深、性事越频密。

As for men, 他可以把性与爱分开，先有性、再有爱；

有性无爱、绝对可能；有爱无性、怎么可能？？？

http://blog.omy.sg/lawrence/2007/10/04/sex-love-%e6%80%a7%e7%88%b1/

Parents' Wishes <<当我老了>>

当我老了，不再是原来的我。请理解我，对我有一点耐心。

当我把菜汤洒到自己的衣服上时，当我忘记怎样系鞋带时，请想一想当初我是如何手把手地教你。

当我一遍又一遍地重复你早已听腻的话语，请耐心地听我说，不要打断我。你小的时候，我不得不重复那个讲过千 百遍的故事，直到你进入梦乡。

当我需要你帮我洗澡时，请不要责备我。还记得小时候我千方百计哄你洗澡的情形吗？

当我对新科技和新事物不知所措时，请不要嘲笑我。想一想当初我怎样耐心地回答你的每一个「为什么」。

当我由于双腿疲劳而无法行走时，请伸出你年轻有力的手搀扶我。就像你小时候学习走路时，我扶你 那样。

当我忽然忘记我们谈话的主题，请给我一些时间让我回想。其实对我来说，谈论什么并不重要，只要你能在一旁听我说，我就很满足。

当你看着老去的我，请不要悲伤。理解我，支持我，就像你刚才开始学习如何生活时我对你那样。当初我引导你走 上人生路，如今请陪伴我走完最后的路。给我你的爱和耐心，我会抱以感激的微笑，这微笑中凝结着我对你无限的爱。

http://parentswish.com/site02/big.html

Upset

Ya... pretty upset about it. I wonder why I just couldn't get over it. Wondering why Jimmy isn't back to Singapore yet. I'll try and erase all the past memories and start with fresh, new happy ones... He never ever existed before...

I'll never trust anyone ever again...

INCONSIDERATE ORGANISER!!!

It's merely 8.48am that I'm writing this blog. I got woken up at 8.15am, reason being some idiot was singing KTV. I thought it's which family having no brains and singing KTV so early in the morning. Then I realised it's the block party opposite my block held at its void deck.

I'm not sure who is the organiser. I only heard that hosts kept saying there's lucky draw later and asked the residents to help themselves with the food.

WHY DO THEY HAVE TO ORGANISE A KARAOKE SESSION AT 8AM IN THE MORNING!! ARE THEY CRAZY?!!

Whose vocal would open so early in the morning? I only hear aunties and uncles singing chinese oldies and their vocal sounds like slaughtering chicken early in the morning at 8am.

Really fed up sia... I wanna sleep leh... I'm sure other residents also wanna sleep. Can't they have KTV event after 10am? Why must it be so early?

Block party... there's a basketball court behind that block. Can't they use the basketball court for the event, just like what the block beside mine has always been doing? They are just holding it at the void deck like Malay wedding. Kaoz!! It's really so noisy and irritating to have been awaken by this kind of noise early in the morning lor! Like that how to sleep!

Can I lodge a complaint? I think it's organised by the RC as the MP is already here. Everybody so inconsiderate for other residents who are sleeping. I think they should hold such event at a multi-purpose court rather than under the void deck at 8am having KTV session!!! Siao! I WANNA SLEEP LEH!!

Letting Go...

You force me to make this decision. You're just cruel and hard hearted. Why should the beads drop when it's not worth it at all? Can't you just change, at least for me? You know your flaws and yet you never want to change it. I'm trying all means to accomodate you but you never want to help me in any way to accomodate you. Everything's back to square one. You choose it yourself.

I just happen to be there at the right timing. Should there be others present, I think I'd get replaced immediately. You ask me to be selfish. I never like to be selfish, I don't know how to be selfish. I used to learn to protect myself. But just when I was about to loosen the protection, you push me away. You keep things to yourself, never want to share. Things are just not going anywhere. I respect your decision. I'll let go...

KTV at Party World

Yesterday I met up with Jimmy and mei mei. When I first saw mei mei, found her very comical. And the way that Jimmy treated her, made me laugh even more. Mei mei seems innocent for her age, probably because she's not exposed in the working society yet and doesn't have high qualifications.

We went to Sakae Sushi to eat. mei mei doesn't take raw food, so she ordered Tempura Udon. For me, my tummy wasn't very well yesterday, so I ordered Salmon Teriyaki and Potato Salad Bento. Jimmy took ala carte sushi.

Mei mei is quite a modest person. When I offered her my fruits as I was too full to finish the whole course, she said she's full. However, a while later, she finished up the two pieces of fruits that I offered. Hahaha... Interesting huh... =)

After dinner, we went to KTV at Party World Shenton Way. Mei mei sings pretty well too. I think all she needs is a little grooming. She's not bad looking either. If she learns a little of persoanl grooming, I'm sure she'll be a pretty girl =) Like I said to Jimmy, mei mei is still very innocent, I'm sure she'll turn out fine given some time.

Talking about Party World... I was surprised that the seats at Shenton Way outlet is torn badly. I told Jimmy about it and he requested the waiter to change a room for us. Oh ya.. the senior waiter came to serve us because the china waiter didn't quite understand what Jimmy was talking. Probably it was because the volume of the music was too loud, that's why he didn't hear what Jimmy said. Now I wonder what Jimmy told the senior waiter when he asked him why did we want to change a room. Did he really tell the senior waiter because I didn't like the torn seats? =p

Anyway, I've been to most of the outlets of Party World, namely Orchard, Shenton Way, Oriental, Cuppage, Chinatown, Clementi, Bishan NTUC and Woodlands. They have 12 outlets in all and I've already been to 8 of them!! Hee.. still waiting for opportunities to go to other outlets. =)

15 October 2007

Everything seems so sweet now. It's just like a dreamland, too good to be real. Hmmm... not sure how long this will last. Nevertheless, just let me indulge in it for the moment... =)

12 October 2007

It's an official half day for the Muslim colleagues. HR is on medical leave today, so there's very few staff in the office today. We were all in holiday mood too.

Suppose to accompany Jimmy to his friend's wedding dinner but I felt a little uneasy. I also don't know his friends. Later he goes drinking with his friends, I'll be left alone. So might as well I stay home.

I've almost finished playing all the games on http://www.boontygames.com/ website. It's so bored at night. YW chatted with me on the phone. He's in a dilemma as to whether he should go for a new job or stay put with the current one. It's a rather difficult decision to make even though we've considered all the factors involved.

My opinion is that he stays on for the time being and then see how it goes. Sometimes I find that we're quite similar in our characters. We both like to talk, but both seldomn listen. In the end, I think usually I listen to him talking about his work. Then when it's my turn to talk, he usually has no response. I wonder if whatever I said goes into his ears or not. -.-"

As usual, we talk until i fall asleep. Hahaha.. I think he's the only one whom I would talk till I fall asleep. I also don't know why it happens. Hope I didn't talk senseless when I was concussed. Hahaha... =p

My First Time In A Toyota Axio

Jimmy came to send me home after class last night. It was the first time I took a Toyota Axio. He bought this car few months ago. It was real amazing... haha... amused me even more than Toyota Vios, which has its speedometer in the middle instead of in front of the driver. Jimmy was driving so fast, near to 120km/hr! Maybe not really fast and furious enough for him though.. haha.. but it's thrilling enough for me :P

The interior of the car looks fun!

What I like about is the system in the centre. It has touch-screen features. When it comes to parking, the system allows the driver to pick a spot where he wants to park. And the steering wheel can move by itself!! *pops eyes* kekeke... I sound a bit "sua gu" lah, but it's really an eye-opener for me! Now I can update Alan about it and perhaps answer some of the queries he has for Jimmy =D

Spa Mani & Pedicure

I feel so happy now as I've just done a Spa Manicure and Pedicure at Shanghai Dreams at Bugis Village. It was not too bad. The price without promotion is $88 but I only have to pay $68 for the promotion.

I've taken some pictures of my nails.

Without flash

With flash

Toenails colour

I'm left with no pride....

I was very upset this morning. Jimmy asked me to accompany him to his friend's wedding dinner. All the while, he has been telling me how well looking I am. I never think I'm ever pretty. He just tried to assure me that I am.

However, this morning, he finally showed his gf's photo. A very pretty young looking girl. He still said not pretty. Then what am I? I would look worse!

I still can't understand why he asked me to accompany him. He could have asked his gf. I'm not pretty, and I could have let him lose face. His gfs are all very pretty. So, why choose me? And why do you have to put up your gf's photo and make me feel even more inferior?!!

JACYS was like that too. Can't you people leave me with a little dignity, a little pride?!!! I admit I'm already not as good as others. Yet you guys keep saying I am, I am... then now slam my pride down heavily. Do you know how hurting it is to be treated that way? I feel inferior.... and you guys better leave me alone with all your comments ever again... :'(

Passenger Ethics

I had a very unpleasant bus ride on the way home today.

It was pouring cats and dogs. I managed to board the bus and wanted to get a seat where the 4 seats are facing. There was this lao ah peh who stretched his legs out. I wanted to move in to the inner seat to sit down as the outside seat was already occupied by a lady. She probably didn't shift in because of the man's legs. I should have told the old man to put his legs down but I didn't because he was on the phone. Feeling annoyed, I walked to the middle where there's empty space near the exit door of the bendy bus. Really felt like screaming at him to put his legs down!!

Just then another young lady was standing beside me, chit-chatting on her mobile phone. The passenger seated in front of her was alighting. I wanted to take the seat but because she was blocking my way, there's no way I can move to the seat fast as I was standing at the space near the window. There goes another seat.

Finally someone alighted at Takashimaya. I walked over quickly, hoping to get the seat. However, there's this man who boarded the bus and sat down even though I had already reached the seat, ready to sit down. He pretended never to see me. Can you all understand how embarrassed I felt? Whole bus of passengers were looking at me. I had to 硬着头皮 walk back to the space near the exit door. The man is just being very ungentleman!!. I already stood there and he just snatched my seat!! .. His butts are gonna rot for the next few days manz...

I had diarrhea 3 times in the office and I only passed out fluid. The journey from workplace to home is about one hour and I hope to get a seat to rest and then such things happened on the way back. How can I not be pissed? I ended up standing from YMCA to CCK!!... Sigh...

Some passengers really do not have the ethics. Same thing happened few months ago. I was not feeling well and feeling giddy, and my hands were feeling cold. I was already feeling nausea and covering my mouth with my hand, for fear that I would vomit anytime. Guess what? Not a single soul gave up their seats for me lor. I could have fainted in the bus. When the bus got out of BKE, I quickly alighted at the first bus stop even though I had not reached my destination because I knew I couldn't wait anymore. The moment I alighted, I vomitted.

It was raining that evening. I wanted to take a cab to the clinic near my house under the Great Eastern Scheme offered by my company. There wasn't any cab available. In the end, I had to walk a bus stop further down to get a cab. Really pathetic that time lor... Imagine you are sick and couldn't get a cab and it was raining and you didn't have your dinner yet.

Finally I managed to get a cab. As it was 7pm+, there was a peak hour charge of $2. I ended up paying about $7 just to travel from Bukit Panjang to CCK Community Centre

7 Oct 2007

Another weekend has passed. It'll be a busy week for me as it's time to close month-end accounts again! Usually people will be feeling sianz becos they'll be busy, but for me, I'm happy becos there's something for me to do! Heee...

Thinking of going for a spa manicure and pedicure some time next week. It's on a promotional price of $68. It's time to groom my nails already. The last time I went was in July when I had to go for Jeslyn's wedding. What colour should I choose this round? Maybe I should ask the therapist for some suggestions =)

New Image!

Ya, new image. Not me, but my blog. If you have been visiting my blog, you should have noticed that it has now changed to a 3 panel blog.

I noticed the counters have reached 389. I'm not sure who my visitors are. In any case that you drop by, please leave a trail in my Chatterbox. Thanks! =)

It's about 12.04am now. My youngest brother is still playing his computer game and laughing hysterically. -.-" Duhz... he should be sleeping by now as he has to attend school tomorrow. Already 17 years old, yet still doesn't know how to think for himself... sigh...

As for me, it's late! I'm heading for my bed! Zzzz.... Nitez...

Is Love a Decision or an Emotion ???

Emotion

Love is an emotion. It is an uncontrollable emotion. So many times you fall in love with a person knowing that maybe they aren't the one for you but yet you still can't run from the feeling in your heart. If love was a decision, then you would be free to walk away... but since it's an emotion, you just can't walk away from your heart that easily.

You can't pick and choose who you fall in love with, no matter what people think. You may try hard not to fall in love with someone, for whatever reason, but if that person is emotionally/physically attractive to you...there's nothing you can do. Fate takes over. But it is also a special something that connects two people in a unique way.

It may require decisions along the way, but it's something that comes from the bottom of your heart and you can't change it for the world. And when you're in love, there's not a thing you can do to stop it. You can never decide to fall out of love, even when you want to, or think you want to!

If you really love someone and that person breaks off the relationship, you will have a difficult time dealing with it. Your mind won't be able to get over the emotion. You might say that you no longer love that person but your heart will go on loving that person just the same. You may not be able to ever go back to the relationship with the one who hurt you, but there will always be fond memories of the one you loved.

To love someone because of money, or physical attraction is not true love. True love can ride out the storms of life and is willing to make sacrifices.

To love is to accept, to understand, to maturely will to be together unconditionally/to share... Infatuation, romance, sexual highs, crushes, good impressions, and the like are the emotions that humans confuse with love!

Love, true love, is essentially a decision. It is a commitment to another that must be mentally made. However, love also causes emotions that can make your heart, mind, body & soul soar above the clouds. Love can be emotion but is empty without the commitment.