Letting Go...

You force me to make this decision. You're just cruel and hard hearted. Why should the beads drop when it's not worth it at all? Can't you just change, at least for me? You know your flaws and yet you never want to change it. I'm trying all means to accomodate you but you never want to help me in any way to accomodate you. Everything's back to square one. You choose it yourself.

I just happen to be there at the right timing. Should there be others present, I think I'd get replaced immediately. You ask me to be selfish. I never like to be selfish, I don't know how to be selfish. I used to learn to protect myself. But just when I was about to loosen the protection, you push me away. You keep things to yourself, never want to share. Things are just not going anywhere. I respect your decision. I'll let go...