Monday, October 08, 2007

I'm left with no pride....

I was very upset this morning. Jimmy asked me to accompany him to his friend's wedding dinner. All the while, he has been telling me how well looking I am. I never think I'm ever pretty. He just tried to assure me that I am.

However, this morning, he finally showed his gf's photo. A very pretty young looking girl. He still said not pretty. Then what am I? I would look worse!

I still can't understand why he asked me to accompany him. He could have asked his gf. I'm not pretty, and I could have let him lose face. His gfs are all very pretty. So, why choose me? And why do you have to put up your gf's photo and make me feel even more inferior?!!

JACYS was like that too. Can't you people leave me with a little dignity, a little pride?!!! I admit I'm already not as good as others. Yet you guys keep saying I am, I am... then now slam my pride down heavily. Do you know how hurting it is to be treated that way? I feel inferior.... and you guys better leave me alone with all your comments ever again... :'(

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