Two months...

JIMMY CHUA!!! WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU GONE TO?!!

He's not only failed to turn up to fetch me from exam hall, still MIA for two months already. You said you'll help me pray for me to pass the exams... have you done so?!! I've failed!! !%@#^Y!#@%$^$

How do you want me to trust you ever again?!!

Another failure!

Ya... today is the release of results. Keat Hoon, Serene and Anthony have passed their exams. Me? I failed again. This is time umpteenth time that I've failed the paper. What has gone wrong? Am I really that stupid? Why can't I just passed it?!! I'll just invite gossips from other people.

I don't like my life. I don't like what I'm doing now. Can I have a change? What will my future be like? I don't wish to be stuck at this course. I'd like to do something different and be able to move on. I'm really disheartened. I feel I'm such a failure. Others may deem that I'm a stupid person, still failing after so many attempts.

I'm just lost. Totally lost. I wish to quit this job and have a break and continue to move on with the next phase of life.