Another failure!

Ya... today is the release of results. Keat Hoon, Serene and Anthony have passed their exams. Me? I failed again. This is time umpteenth time that I've failed the paper. What has gone wrong? Am I really that stupid? Why can't I just passed it?!! I'll just invite gossips from other people.

I don't like my life. I don't like what I'm doing now. Can I have a change? What will my future be like? I don't wish to be stuck at this course. I'd like to do something different and be able to move on. I'm really disheartened. I feel I'm such a failure. Others may deem that I'm a stupid person, still failing after so many attempts.

I'm just lost. Totally lost. I wish to quit this job and have a break and continue to move on with the next phase of life.