Friday 22 Aug 08

It seems to be a boring day, yet unforgettable one.

YH is coming back to Sg today. I'm glad we'd be able to meet up soon :)

We had a meeting on Monday with FD. A decision was made. On Friday, FD would break the news to GE to ask her to leave. GE is defensive at times and careless in her work, causing us annoyance. I was annoyed with her for submitting work with mistakes. She also couldn't be bothered to arrange the supporting documents in sequence before submitting to me for checking. I had to remove the staple and re-arrange the supporting documents myself. This wasted some of my time. I reprimanded her for two days due to her sloppy work. However, she seemed to have put in effort on the past two days. I felt rather bad that we have to ask her to leave but since she couldn't get along with most of the colleagues, it's pointless to have her to stay.

There is fireworks tonight. I wanted to go and watch but couldn't find anyone to go with me. Whenever I want to ask someone out, it's forever so difficult. Everyone is just SO BUSY to spare me a little of their time. No time for lunch, no time for this and that. Seems that I've the most time and am the most free.

I don't need to be kept in KIV list when going out with you all. I'm a human being and I've feelings. I'm not a spare tyre who will go out with you all when your priority is not free to accompany you!

I just want to vanish in their world. Take that we've never known each other before. I'm upset that these people treat me like this. I'm sick and tired of such treatment.

I called to make appointment for the manicure and pedicure treatment. The lady promised to call me back shortly. However, she called back only 1 hour later to confirm with me that they have no free slots for this evening and suggested that I make an appointment with them tomorrow. I declined. Who would be so free to go down to town for manicure and pedicure? And she promised to call back shortly but it took her 1 hour to return my call. I supposed she's not interested in doing my business.

I headed home, watched Olympic Games. Now waiting for YH to reach Sg. Feeling so down and upset now. There's no one called FRIEND. Since I'm just a spare tyre, I'd make sure I'd just disappear. There is no need to keep in contact anymore.