Just some thoughts

Today is the eve of public holiday. I asked my friends where they'll be going tonight. One was sick, one had no idea where to go, one has appointment already, one is watching movie with her friend, one is going to pack her stuffs as she's returning for hometown tomorrow.

So... where do I stand in their hearts?

Online friends sms me more often than they do, call me to chat more than they do. Why can't I accept online friends? Becos these friends are more important to me in my heart perhaps? Why am I so stupid to regard them as of such importance when I'm being ignored most of the time?

I told Mr. Peh that I would be changing my mobile number and lose contacts with the rest whom I can't catch hold of most of the time. Anyway, they are just so near yet so far. Whether they have my contact or not doesn't make any difference as I know they wouldn't look for me at all.

Ya... my world basically consists of only me, myself and I...